Monday, March 13, 2006 / Monday, March 13, 2006
Aus aunt dropped by s'pore today...after which shes going to penang to find her friends..didnt realise my mum went out early to meet her larr..if nt i can hav lunch with them b4 going fer wrk...i was still late after all..haiz..anyway..mum told me she still look as youthful as the last time we saw her...abt 2 yrs back? glad to hear tt..she asked mum to go over aus with her...she wanted to pay fer all her expenses...hmm...to me..its her own sis after all..so i think its ok fer mum to accept it..mum loves travelling since young..was hopin fer her go over n relax esp after all the hard wrk she put in fer the family over the yrs..bt she rejected it instantly..was trying hard to persuade her..even suggested giving her money to go over to spend..getting advance pay frm my kind boss isnt tough after all..its actualli alrite if i hav to wrk harder in the nxt couple of mths..bt she doesnt understand. haiz..the trip to bangkok made me feel so bad after i learnt tt mum rejected her aus trip cuz she cant put the family down. smetimes.. i juz hope i can quit studying. wrk full time. save up. n bring her fer a trip. bt i noe its a silly thinkin bcuz i dun wana end up w/o a cert. frm a careless mistake i made abt entering JC..i had no choice bt to go poly..luckily..theres this course tt i m interested in.. well.. she appeared fine when i told her i m going with someone else's family. its like..'u r going on a trip with ur fren's family instead of ur own?' cuz she noes i will probably scold her fer being unreasonable if she comments on it. i guess its time to put myself in her shoes n pay more attention to her. if shes ever literate. hope she will read this. SORRY MUM. still...i m excited abt the trip..bt i cant deny the fact tt the matter is still troubling me..alot. plus the uncomfort when i am facing the folks tt seemed scary to me...i hav always been hoping everything sticks back to our original plan. obviously it will nt come true. i realli miss eileen...n the conversation we had abt the trip.juz told bb the idea of me opening up a bakery in the future..(with a tiny station tt sells unique chocolates frm overseas) since i m in the habit of eating bread fer 3 meals nowadays..n the conversation went FAR. she suggested a cafe..as she cant wrk in a place w/o alcohol, she cant bake. i suggested the cashier position fer her though..hurr..hmMm.. quite worried abt the in-hse consumption if she ever opens one.. haha..saw gal and elaine today at wrk..they juz came frm the bAoc meeting...gonna miss out this opportunity to earn the CCA pts due to my wrk schedule..haiz..was so entertained by gal..haha...STUPID ERENA. this was wad she did. --> was OBVIOUSLY holding pastamania drink.--> asked me to guess wad they had fer lunch..-__-
--> instantly turned over to hide her drink.. shes like sooo retarded. tts y i love her so much..wahaha..was havin nice heart to heart conversation with connie.. n i was mentionin tt i miss yumin..our ex colleague.. the nxt moment. she appeared. gosh... i cant believe tt loh..somemore i did nt hav a chance to bump into her..its so freaky like the last time me and poon were at queenstown stadium in the morn fer a jog..n we talked abt shi chang..den he appeared the next min.. i realli had goosebumps mann..its so unexpected to see familiar faces in a remote stadium..but anyway...was glad tt she's appealing fer SIM nw..n she looked so much like a human..haha..her hair is sooo much decent n proper..last time hada worry abt her cuz she was slackish in JC n rather skip all her classes to wrk n hang out till wee hrs..okie..shes still as loud..n she said smt like MOS-ing on 31/3..-__-leo was feelin dwn cuz of her wisdom tooth thingy..wah..the way she describe the pain...i can feel it ah...poor her...=( hopefully she will hav a speedy recovery...*wed eye candy! may he heal ur bitter eyes...as well as ur pain!i dun feel like going anywhr after wrk recently..dun even feel like meeting anyone..feels gd to be nua at hme afterall..the train of thoughts in my head in seriously bugging me.. yet i hav to pretend like as though nth is happening..
